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21.6.11

Mornings


For the past few days I have been having trouble sleeping and waking up. Night falls and I don’t feel like sleeping and I am awake till 5 am. Eventually, when I do fall asleep I don’t get a good nights sleep but abrupt naps. Finally, from noon to 2 pm I keep taking a peek at the clock to measure how guilty I should feel and how much longer can I lay in bed.
I am a freelancer, so self-discipline is the only solution to my routine. I don’t have any other factor to motivate me to sleep or wake up at the same time everyday. That’s one thing I miss about my job. I miss it because sleeping and waking up at the same time everyday sets a rhythm in your body. This rhythm helps you utilize your energy throughout the day as well as get good sleep in the night. We call it the ‘body clock’. When the body clock is rhythmic you feel great about yourself.
Today, I woke up at 7:20 am in the hopes to get the rhythm going. What’s the next thing after waking up, after the trip to the bathroom? Breakfast! Everybody knows how important breakfast is but no one really does anything about it. The truth is you can’t do anything about it with one foot out the door. There is plethora of quick breakfast recipes that require strange concoctions of ingredients that you will hardly ever find in the kitchen. Who remembers to get yoghurt after a tiring day at work? Breakfast is a challenge.
Although I detest this combination but porridge and green tea have done the trick for me. When I was diagnosed with PCOS in India I took a challenge to know everything there is to know to cure it naturally. I ate right, was productive and was extremely healthy all for two months. In those two months I lost all my excess weight and my body began to function right in a way that it had never. Porridge and green tea was my breakfast that time. I would make iterations of the porridge by adding different fruit everyday. I am not sure what happened next I stopped my awesome food regime and everything went down since then.
Here I am now looking back to that amazing time. Life was literally perfect. I felt great about myself, had a positive attitude, lost all the excess weight and fixed my PCOS! How awesome was that? Everything I did was worth it. So here I am restarting all the good habits again.

23.8.10

My moleskine is finally getting the better of me. Drawing hair like mine.

20.8.10

Ramadan eating habits

I lost a kilo since I began fasting this month. I'm not really the perfect muslim but I have been trying to probe into and understand why we do so many things that make us a muslim. Suddenly, in recent development, it makes sense to me in a weird way (a way that only nehal ahmed can understand). The most recent of which is the sehri/suhur meal of the fasting month.

My mother forcefully woke me up to feed me this morning saying, 'Sehri time doesn't last forever so just wake up and eat.' I wish that throughout my life I was woken up like this to eat my morning meal. I feel so healthy and fresh to eat at this hour and then at sunset. I give my body enough time to digest before I sleep. Like they have in everyone's favorite diet plan, eat before 7 am breakfast and before 7 pm dinner. Well, if I could alter the fasting by incorporating drinking of water throughout the day then all of us will be pretty healthy.

When I was a kid I would feast at both meals and starve the whole day, which, of course we know is wrong. Hunger is really nothing very hard to overcome nor is the thirst because we spend our entire day in air conditioned spaces and comfortable chairs. I eat extremely appropriately. As they say in, well, people just say it, eat enough and leave (in your stomach) space worth another roti. I don't really concentrate on how much space is left or whatever (because I'm a rice eater) but I don't hoard on food like I used to.

Sehri is a perfect time for breakfast in which you can eat your fill (since your afraid of the hunger monster that comes later in the story) and it would be cool if we woke up forcefully at the perfect pre-dawn hour to eat for the rest of our lives. It would also be good to drink 8 glasses of water a day. Hah!

13.5.10

Anticipation


Something important that I just realized. Don't lose vision of what is standing at the end of the road. Peace.

10.5.10

The end is the beginning of a lot.

Phase 3 is almost over.
Feels pretty strange to be standing here from where the end is just another small leap.
Phase 4 will be to start a life of working for money but choosing something fun to do to earn it.
Who's with me?

4.5.10

Chili Flake

Chili Flake

Working on a new monster. No, I don't base color. I like the spontaneity while choosing colors as the time comes. I also like the suspense. Say hi to Chili Flake. Hey, he already seems to like you!

25.4.10

I always need a plan. A possible plan. Something believe that can happen. When I don't have that I can't concentrate on what I am doing. When I can't work I feel troubled. When I feel happy I inspire people. So having a plan is in everyone's best interest.

21.4.10

I really need to have some fun. I just too fucking serious.
Hmmm. Interesting thought.

4.4.10

Noni and Ogli

 
Working on a greeting card project for my final year. http://crafted.tumblr.com
I'll be done in May 2010 with college.